Love don't let me go, re-intros, and the endless time stream

How's it going everyone? Lol, if there really is anyone here... but I'm not gonna go into that right now.  I wanna apologize for being gone again, cause this blogging thing is really a habitual learning process that I can't seem to upkeep.  I made this blog about two years ago, to vent, to talk about random things, to express what I could never express through my mouth.  I really don't know where I'm going with this, but the more words, the more work :))... oh yeah!, it's really my haven to be myself, let my voice be heard by the invisible masses, and whatever else you can think of...  A major change I'm gonna try to attempt and sustain, is to keep it non-depressing, and not too much nagging.  Looking back at some things, I just ranted at a wall for reasons that weren't really there [that much].  Now I'm gonna stop blabbering, and get to the meat and potaters of this reintroduction into the blogosphere.  Since last May (the last post [right?]), I've really started to become more comfortable with myself and who I am, the identity crisis (thank God) has finally resolved itself, and assertiveness is what I aim for [constantly].  I've developed a love for the one and only, Coldplay, and its my new PCP [music is also a drug :P].  I've really let go of caring what others may think of me, but I can still be such a pushover at times, but again, its all a process.  Time continues to be my best friend, and my mortal enemy.  The Clocks [haha, 'twas playing while I was typing this] in my head all contradict each other.  I rejoice the fact that I have time to change, and wait, and be patient for what I can't really control in life.  On the other hand, I worry about the fact that I can't backpedal to the times where I could have genuinely enjoy life to the fullest, and also the blatant fact that it goes by so fast that regrets start to slowly ooze into my thoughts.  Well I think I've accomplished the purpose of this blog post:  finally update, write something write-worthy, and write in quality AND quantity.  I'll be back soon, or maybe even in the next half of the year, but thanks for bearing with me Internet.  I appreciate your attentiveness.  Sorry for the comma splices.  Cheerio -E