I, to the M, to the EA

So this post won't be formal, but it's more like a desperate monologue to the world... Currently I'm under monumental pressure, due to the fact that I'm in Peoria at the moment, here at Illinois Music Educators Association festival... Yadda yadda... But meeting new people, awkwardness creeping in little by little, my ego constantly growing, and just losing my grip on sanity is driving me off the edge... I'll talk about this again soon...